Date:	2009-01-28 05:03
Subject:	So as I promised...
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted
Music:	MIKA - Love Today

I'm actually updating within a relatively short period of time! See, I do sometimes deliver on my promises! ^_~

I did well last semester, made the Dean's List again...so m'pretty proud of myself. Throughout most of my former college years, I struggled to make at least a "C"...mostly because I didn't care...but partly because I just didn't know how to make myself motivated to care.

But I care now, and I'm do well in school. Except I'm SUPER stressed. I've been so exhausted that most of the time I barely wake up to my alarms if all. There's times where I've either woken up and found I missed class...or I wake up startled thinking I did miss class, but I didn't and still have to make it there.

As you can see, my sleep schedule still has not improved. Tonight I blame the bottle of coke and box of choc. I ate to keep me up as I finished my assignment...now my assignment is done, but I can't sleep :-(

I've done some updating on my quotes in Facebook, if you're able to go on the website check it out...both sets of quotes either bring a smile to my face...or shame me with my stupidity...but still makes me smile any way. You'll see what I mean if you read it...if you can't and want to know, I'll post the whole sordid tale next time. Let's just say it involves a near-rape/abduction.

I did make it into the Honors Frat. and they made me Service Chair...which means I plan community service events for the organization to take part in. My biggest project this semester will be a huge school supply drive for Teach for America. I have NO idea how I'll pull it off, but it will happen...and if I can pull some of that DeLong luck out of my ass like I usually do, it'll all work out wonderfully.

Ohayocon is this weekend...as well as my 23rd birthday...I think. I mean, I know it's my birthday, but I totally have forgotten how old I am. But most people seem to think I'll be 23 so...gods...I'm getting old. My clock is ticking, I need to grad., marry, and have babies asap I guess...well maybe have some fun before the marry and babies part...but then they say you should start having babies before 30...and I'll be 24 when I graduate which means I should marry and start cranking out babies at 29 the latest which gives me 5 years to play and find someone...well that should be enough...right?

Lol ^_~

I'm currently reading the Trueblood series, and...I really like it so far. I'll be starting the second book as soon as I have a moment to myself...or even if I don't and instead of doing hw I'll prob. read my series instead...which would be totally bad of me since...well I don't have time to spare...

On a completely random note...The new Batman movie with the Joker is awesome. I loved in theatres and I love it on the TV. I can't go back to watch George Clooney or any other batman series...I can stand cartoon...but not live-action. The new Batman series blows them all away...at least that's my opinion. You can debate with me if you want :-D

Any way, I should attempt sleep. I've got a super long day tomorrow, errr today...I'll be in Toledo from noon to 9:30 at night...and I HATE driving in snow!

Love you all!
Kag

Date:	2008-11-14 03:52
Subject:	Been a long while...
Security:	Public
Mood:	Blah with a tinge of anxiety
Music:	Lifetime Movie Channel...It's either so sappy I laugh...or so touching I cry :-D

Okay so, it's been forever and a day since I last posted here--mostly because I know nobody really goes on Livejournal any more, and partly because I've been so super busy that I forgot I even had a Livejournal!

I'm currently on my second year in BGSU...I now attend Toledo as well...and am holding down two jobs...which I really really really want to quit one...but I'm hard on cash right now...and well gas isn't cheap you know?

I'm also joining the Honors Fraternity...and yes, a FRATERNITY--lol. It's co-ed, but used to be all male, hence why it's a frat and not a sorority--be kind of funny calling a guy a sister...*snickers to self*

M'hoping to graduate in Spring 2010, finally. It will only have taken six years. As long as they don't try to screw me over, this whole college thing should be over soon. This summer I start my clinicals and finish it up in Fall...then my internship!! I'm really looking forward to that. I'm hoping to get one out of Ohio...I really had wanted one out of the country, but it would cause too much of a problem trying to figure out if I legally could do that--not to mention the costs!

Life hasn't been all that great for me lately. Stress from school, work, and a lot from my personal life. I won't go into details, because--well if people are still reading this I'd rather not have anyone know who knows names and such.

I guess right now I really want to work things out with a friend and I'm not hearing back from them. So I'm really sad about all that's been going on. I won't say much more than that on the subject.

With the exception of some anxiety attacks, I think I've handled the stress of the past few months pretty well. I'm hoping that with Spring semester coming up, that things will start looking up as well. Classes will just click, they won't charge me double tuition, I'll be able to quit one of my jobs, and I really want to start exercising again. I really miss exercising. It's a good stress reliever as well as a good self-esteem booster. I enjoy the feel after a good run or a long walk.

Any way, I suppose I should try for sleep. I've got classes in like 4/5 hours...I really need to turn around my sleep schedule. I never want to go to sleep and I never want to get out of bed.

I'll try to update this journal every so often, just in case anybody checks it. And it's kind of therapeutic actually :-D

*huggles*
Laura

Date:	2007-08-23 17:43
Subject:	Hullo
Security:	Public
Mood:	Studying
Music:	Naruto

Just an update to let anyone still reading that m'doing okay :-P

I'm back to school, and for those of you who don't know I transferred from Akron to BGSU and the first week of school is almost over.

I'm not sure what to think of any of my classes they don't seem as hard as a lot of the classes I took at Akron, but just looking at the sylabus makes me cringe for what I have to do for them.

Folklore is going to be one of my least favorite subjects since none of the readings makes sense and the teacher is so nervous in front of the class she can hardly string two sentences together. I feel bad for her and think she's nice, but just listening to her try to lecture is torture at times.

I've also applied to tons of jobs and so far nothing. I really do need a job for what i have planned this upcoming year...*sigh* Hopefully it'll all come together like it usually does.

Right now I am taking a break from school work because if I don't take breaks every now and then I'll go crazy. It's happened before >.< And not to mention it gives me time to catch up on my Naruto episodes...*whistles*

Alright I should probably go back to the grind. Hope all is well with all of you!

<3 Kag

Date:	2007-07-12 22:55
Subject:	O.o
Security:	Public
Mood:	Singing
Music:	One More Time - SING

Hello peoples!

Harry Potter 5 was awesome! Midnight showing are always very exciting. Only thing wrong: the girls next to us were just a little too vocal throughout the movie. Kept making loud comments, giggles, and sobbing at some parts.

Colossalcon was also very cool. My friends and I did a cosplay and we won Best in Show, which is the biggest honor you could win. I'm quite proud of what we did, we memorized a dance that may look simple but was hard to learn. Though I think we did amazing considering we learned that dance in like two/three days before the con itself and that includes our dialogue and all the recording we did.

If you want to check it out look on youtube under Colossalcon 2007 cosplay. It should be under there somewhere. If you have a problem finding it, ask me and I'll find you a link.

I am currently employed. I work at the Captain's Stadium in Eastlake. Mostly I work as a cashier and by the end of the night m'usually covered in soda and beer. It keeps sticky when you've got a long-ass line of customers and you've got to quickly serve everyone. It's an okay place to work, for the most part the people you work with are good people.

My room has also been redone. My walls painted, new carpeting, and I am currently still going through my things getting rid of what I don't need. It's a long process since I have a hard time letting go of things. But m'getting loads better. Mostly I have trouble storing all my tapes and books. And yes people you heard me...tapes. Most of movies/tv shows/anime are on tapes. It's because I was such a tape fiend when I was younger. I taped loads of movies and I have a lot of old favorites on tape not DVD. In fact the only DVDs I have are usually anime because anime is what I've but most recently (in the days of DVDs). I feel so old. I'll be telling my kids I usued to watch movies on a VHS.

Well hope this update has been informative! Miss you all!

*lots of hugs*
Laura

Date:	2007-05-18 02:57
Subject:	Hello
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	No music, Watching Phil of the Future though...

So....hmmmmmm well not much happening. School is over and finals are all done. I got two A's, one A-, one B+, and one C (which was in Anatomy so m'pretty damn proud of that last one).

As of right now m'job searching and will hopefully be employed soon...I don't want to lose all the money I managed to save up the last two semesters.

Rebecca and I are half way done with our Hogwarts School costumes. I need to find a good dress shirt, but over all the only things left are the mary janes and the robes we need to make. The pattern has been ordered and we hope the robes come out alright. We've bought the patches to go on them. In the group we've got One gryff (my cousin Zak), one Slyth (me), and two Ravenclaws (my sister and our friend Shawn). Unfortunately we've got noone to represent the Hufflepuff House :-( But that's alright...we've got a good group and we'll have fun together.

I'll be starting a detox soon...I think it's to last three weeks...supposed to cleanse my body of toxins...though after the detox is over with m'not sure what will happen since my diet is horrible...I really need to stop eating fastfood. My iron count is low as well...perhaps that should be added to my diet more??? Lol. Ah, to be healthy.

Any way, m'getting tired...m'thinking sleep is in order. Just thought I'd update for those who even check here any more.

A shout out to KITTY if she's still alive on livejournal out there. I know I've said this a hundred times, but m'hoping to send a package out to you soon. Hope everything is well with you.

Love you all!
Kag

Date:	2007-04-21 00:35
Subject:	Sigh
Security:	Public
Mood:	relaxed
Music:	Pink - You and Your Hand

Sadly it appears that to post any pics m'gonna have to upgrade my account, unless somebody more knowledgeable knows another way???

Well everyone, I know it's been a VERY long time since I last update. Basically I have updated since the beginning of the semester. But in my defense--okay....so I really don't have an excuse other than I completely forgot I had one of these ^_^'

So M'doing better this semester than last semester...'cept in Anatomy in which m'getting a C no matter how hard I study. So for now all I hope is that I get a C in the class and pass. If not, I do believe I'll have to take some summer courses *shudders*

Well it's basically official...m'heading off to BGSU and leaving Akron. M'kinda sad. I hate Akron, yet I shall miss it. It's nice and small...notice I don't add "community" to the end of that sentence because that would be an outright lie. I can't count the number of rapes, racial fights, hobos getting too friendly, robberies, and nearby shootings that happen. Let us just say when I hear sirens at Akron, I don't even notice any more. A cop car...two...three...five cop cars? Common Occurrence. Oh and don't get me started on the...interesting...people we get at the library! Though most of them are just funny like this one patron who came up to me with her laptop and a very distressed expression on her face and told me (and I quote):

"I keep pressing the delete button and words keep disappearing!"
Me: Ma'm that's because the delete button deletes words. So when you press the delete button, words will disappear.

Let's just say the conversation didn't end there and I spent A LOT of time fixing up her word document for her. After all that's what a good Student Assistant is there for. Lol.


That was almost as funny as when I heard about my friend's Mom. For a little background my friend's mom is a hick...is a drop-out (and m'not talking about college), and is not the brightest crayon in the box. Basically this is the story:

Around Feb. my friend received an invite to a thing called a "Fetish Ball" and of course joked with me about going. We didn't end up going...nothing to wear you see and I would have felt out of place without at least some kind of leather on...any way back to the story...

Michelle's (my friend) dad found the invite and teased Michelle about it and Michelle teased right back. So they've had this ongoing joke about going to the fetish ball and getting all dressed up. Well one of these times Michelle's mom overheard them talking about it and this was what she said;

(My best hick voice...and for the full effect you must read these lines in a hick voice)
"Michellle. What's this "fetish" you're talkin a'bout? Is it a type of food for hungry?"

Michelle (no hick voice here): "ehehehheh...no. It's not a not of food mom---it's...(explanations are made).

"Oh...well it ought to be a food--it sounds italian-like."

*sigh* perhaps this would have been funnier if told by me in person???? I do a wonderful impression of her mom. But trust me, it was funny!


Hmmmmmmmmmm what else has happened...

I went to a one-day con at BGSU called Animarathon. Pics can be seen on my facebook...wish I could post them here but I still haven't figured out how without paying for an upgrade. If you want to see and don't have access to my facebook reply with ur email address and I'll send u pics!

I had fun at the con, we did a cosplay that was great and should have gotten more recognition than it did. I hope we get a chance to do the cosplay again at a more prestigious con.

I again dressed as Kairi, but there are plans in the works for more cosplays. I'll let you know what's up as I go along.

I'm also looking forward to the next HP movie and the final HP book opening. Rebecca and I are making our Hogwarts uniforms and robes and shall be attending as a Ravenclaw and Slytherin respectfully.

It'll be lots of fun...I'll even wear the dark mark...of course m'a double agent *cough cough*

Okay well I have no idea what else to right and I should either head to bed early for once or actually get some homework done.

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Kag

Date:	2007-01-21 19:36
Subject:	Hey
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted

Hey all...

Been a while I know.

Last semester was crappy to say the least. I lost a friend, got a new roommate, stressed myself to an extreme, and am just so so so tired.

This past winter break I was busy preparing for Ohayocon, my first year to dress up. I went as Kairi from KH2 and it was great ^_^ I'll try to post pictures so you all can see it.

My grandfather is currently not doing well. Been visiting him at the hospital and looking through pictures. I'm in charge of making a collage and finding a good picture of him just in case something happens. Looking through all those pictures had me going through the motions. It was just a wonder not just how much all my family has changed, but me as well.

I look back and see how happy I was, and I wonder where all drive went? I mean...it just seems that life is so blah. I'm always so tired and I've been going through some very tough times lately...it's all taken it's toll on me. And I just have to wonder.

I know some people have called me lately, and I feel horrible that I haven't gotten back to you. You all know who you are...so m'really sorry! I promise I'll get back to you asap! I've just been really busy with home and school and everything. It's all just overwhelming.

Okay I gotta go Deana (my roomie) is making strange noises and won't stop until I pay attention to her. *sigh* She's so high maintenance.

Love ya'all!
Kag

Date:	2006-12-11 19:37
Subject:	HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy

Hullo Kittsie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Though it's been a while since we talked...I actually remembered a birthday on my own this time...no reminders for, nope!!!

LOVE YOU! And HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!


<3 U!!!!
Lorsie

Date:	2006-11-03 15:46
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	predatory and very stressed!

Hello all!

I am currently at work right now with just another half hour to go before I can get off work and go home, yay! Been working since 8 this morning, had to get up at 7. I was so tired this morning I couldn't really distinguish between reality and dream...that is until I by accident got a blast of cold water shot at me from the shower head during my shower. It was not a pleasant awakening. Lol.

This week has been tiring. And tho I want to it to end now...a part of me doesn't. Simply because the approach of exams and more exams are quick in coming. I'm really dreading them. This semester I've had mixed grades Cs, As, and Bs. I don't want another C...but it's been really hard to get back to studying and reading since the last round of exams. I finally got one of my humanities readings done today...but still have another to go. I have two exams...in which I've only partially studied for one. And I have an Anatomy exam coming up on the 16th. I need to do well on that so that I can get a B in the class. And that lab...geesh. All that memorizing, all those individual parts of a muscle...what end is what, and where that ligament is and what particular tendon is that. So many damn details...so many damn muscles within the face...gods. Lol. I can understand that I do need to know a lot about the muscles and the skeletal system for my line of work, but still...I know I won't remember all the little detailed ones after this semester. That information will fade away.

On the roommate end. There's not enough time to describe the situation that is currently occuring within my immediate friends at Akron. It deserves it's own entry in which, I promise, I'll do as soon as I have the time to describe all the gory details of why I am currently so annoyed, angry, and above all so stressed that even in class all I can do is rant within my head thus distracting me from getting my proper education. In fact it's one of the main reasons why I seem to be so unmotivated in doing hw and studying. When something causes that much trouble in your life, something has got to give. And m'starting to think that friendships will be lost. I hate letting go, but sometimes friends grow apart and sometimes keeping unhealthy relationships will just make things worse. If I could describe my dorm and the situation I'm in it would be this: I live in hostile territory, a country split apart into two factions war with one another. Betrayl from those close to you, Alliances will be formed and some broken, and blood will most definitely will be spilt. If that gives you ne idea...then you will know how beyond stressed I am. It really does feel like I'm in the middle of a war. And I'm a general caught between negotiating peace and destroying the enemy because negotiations are failing.

Hope every one else is doing better than I am...I LOVE YOU ALL!

Laura

Date:	2006-10-16 15:49
Subject:	Hullo
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah

Well,

I just can't understand how I make the friends I do? How is it that I make friends who tend to blame me for all their problems even if it's not my fault at all.

How is it that the friends I make tend to make whatever is happening about them.

How is it that I'm just getting plain sick and tired of hearing the same thing?

Gods, sometimes I wished I had new friends. Lol. It's not all bad...because not all my friends do that. It just seems like most of the people I keep as friends tend to always have a problem in which they take out their anger on me.

Well my friend Laura fell through...and I guess I should have seen that coming. It's like I have all these dreams and aspirations and when I have to rely on someone else to get them done they never do get done. Shouldn't friends care?

I'm at work and avoiding circulation. It means total boredom. Especially since they seemed to have sent all the freshmen up here to do work. Maybe it means I should go downstairs...or maybe stay here? Laptops is more relaxing...well in the sense that I can sit down and do homework whereas downstairs I cannot.

Well...I suppose I'll leave it here. Sorry for such an uninteresting update...but at least I'm updating somewhat consistently right?

<3 U ALL...or as my sister likes to say BUTT YOU ALL!

-Kag

Date:	2006-10-04 23:00
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah

Well, quick update for you all...

I had my Skeletal Quiz today, got a 17/20...bad news is next week I have my midterm and I'm now uber stressed about that.

Wish me luck, for I shall need it.

Also, well not sure if I've shared the story with you all so I'll just give you as much info as I can...


Basically there's this creepy guy who always comes into laptops and gets really close to us girls who work up here. He'll caress your hand, lean in, he even caressed one of our heads one time in the elevator. He's asked me about my boyfriend (which I don't have one) and I told him he's great and on his way to visit me at work, lol. And he always says flirty suggestive things to me that makes me shudder in revulsion.

But he pushed it too far yesterday when he called Amanda, one of my co-workers, a lazy whore because she wouldn't turn on his laptop for him. She was shocked and asked him "what'd you say?!" and he replied nothing and walked out. Aaron (another co-worker) got so mad he went downstairs and told our supervisor what happened. Every one is now admitting that he has been harassing us for a while and a lot of the guys are going into protective-mode wanting to beat his ass. Lol.

Well in result Don (my supervisor) put a hold and a note on his account. So when he came in today for a laptop I got a note saying that in order for him to check out a laptop he needs to talk to Don....ugh was that horrible to do. See, I was about to go downstairs at the time but he came out of the elevator. Amanda, whom I promised wouldn't have to deal with him again, was the co-worker there. So I said I forgot something I went back to the laptop room. He was making suggestive comments all the way in and was leaning over the counter and giving me a hard time about his IDs...he was upset to find out he couldn't take out a laptop...but went downstairs ne way to talk to Don.

Don wasn't there and he left and hasn't been back since. Which is unusual because he usually checks out a laptop at least twice during the time I work on Wednesdays...so I guess he figured out why he was in trouble...

I wonder if we'll see him again...a part of me hopes not, but another wants him dealt with. My co-worker I'm closing with now was disappointed he didn't show because she wanted to give him a talking to. Lol.

So that is the drama of working in the library. Honestly it is not that unusual to have at least one or two of those a semester.

Now that my tale has been told, m'going to wrap this up. Laptops closes in twenty min. and I can't wait to get back to my dorm! I've worked since 3 not only doing my job and dealing with unruly patrons, but have been working on my homework too. So 3 to 11:30 on non-stop work is tiring. Lol.

Will update when I can. Sorry if I haven't been giving good quality updates, but this amusing story will do for now won't it??? Lol.

<3 U ALL,
Kag

Date:	2006-10-02 23:41
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful

I wanted to update just to show off my new icon!!!

I love my sister *hearts*

<3 U!!!!!!

Date:	2006-09-28 21:20
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah
Music:	Nothing

Well I am at work...like I always am lately, and decided to update.

I feel so exhausted. Mentally, emotionally, and physically exhausted. I need a break.

I need to get away from all these negative stressors I have right now.

Lol.

There are things to like and dislike about my roommate. Sure she complains a lot and often changes the subject to suit herself, but she can be really nice. Like last night I was closing in laptops (11:30ish at night) and she IMs me saying she going out in the pouring rain to bring me an umbrella. She doesn't want me to become totally soaked, lol. It's times like those that make up for the times she annoys me.

Unfortunately my one roomies, Deana, can't handle it. I don't think she's ever encountered someone like Jen, but I've encountered plenty of them. The ones that are like "everything is about me"....yeah I've met A LOT of those, and therefore am able to handle it better. It's just a part of the personality and not something you can really discuss and work out with a person. You either deal or don't make friends with them.

She'll learn, she's only a freshman she'll learn there a worst people out there to live with.

So...

I don't think I did so hot on my Ab Psych exam, but I approached my teacher and she said she'll go over where I went wrong and help me improve on where I need to be. So hopefully next test will go much smoother.

Anatomy, I got a C. I was almost in tears. I studied so very damn hard for that exam. Granted I had two other exams that week too and it was hard to study equally for each of them, but I was sure I would do better. But she tripped me off on how she worded the questions. On her practice exam I had a little difficulty with it, but I understood mostly...the real exam however I didn't understand what she was asking half the time. I'm just going to have interpret better or I'll get a C in the class and lower my gpa.

Gods, I hope it improves.

My Humanities exam...I felt it went a little TOO easy, I guess I'll find out how I did next Monday. I hope I did well!

Lol, not to change the subject, but a patron came in wearing the same jean jacket that, I think, Marina has. Lol. Filled me with such warm thoughts ^_^

Well I think that's enough of an update...don't think there's anything real interesting going on in my life...I'll try to update more. I'll try...


^_^

LOVE YOU ALL!

Date:	2006-09-06 23:17
Subject:	The Curse is Broken!
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

Well for those who don't know, I've had a total of five roommates in two years going on three (I've just started my third). That's more than the average person.

My first got pregnant and left.
My second got drunk and left to room with somebody who would party with her. (She eventually got kicked out).
My third was booted because of financial aid problems (which, just as I suspected, was totally UofA's fault and they reimbursed her and she's back this year).
My fourth lived with me for like a month (the end of second semester) because her roommate was threatening her. I didn't have the time to do damage to her, lol.
My fifth, this semester's roomie, was almost booted for...guess what! Financial aid reasons! And again, guess who's fault! That's right UofA's...lol. She managed to get it sorted just in time. That day she would have been escorted out if the problem hadn't been solved when it did. So now, hopefully, the horrible cycle of roomies have ended. Lol. I do believe my curse has been broken! Lol--but then it's still early. We still have the rest of this semester and next to get through.

Just thought I'd inform you all.

Sorry for such a short and sorta meaningless update, but I only have seven min of work left before I have to close up here and go back to my dorm (I can't wait! I'm so tired!).

I promise to update again...this one came rather quickly didn't it?! ^_^

Love ya!
Kag

Date:	2006-09-03 23:55
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	energetic despite my workout!
Music:	TV

Well...I've been neglectful, I know. But I'm here now!!!!!!


School has started back up and it's going well. Then again it's only been one week so...lol.

Classes being taken...Anatomy and Phsyiology I with Lab (which is self study mostly), Abnormal Psychology, Humanities in Western Traditions I, and Ballroom. It's a lot of reading and a lot of time. I'm also working 23 and a half hours a week. Plus working out. Between all these things most of my free time tends to be on the weekend, it makes me not want to do a thing, even though I have to.

This semester my roomies are really cool. There's Jen (my actual roommate), Deana and Shatia (who are my suitemates). Not to mention Laura lives across the hall and Michelle comes to visit often.

In fact we're having a sleepover now...with Yoda. Lol. He keeps caressing Michelle's boobs and saying "many things we both can learn from each other" Lol. It's great!!!!!! We'll be doing nails, watching Mulan, being totally girly while we think up our Moulin Rouge routine for this October.

Oh yeah!!! Update! Reservations for Ohayocon have been made. Also, my friend Laura has consented to make my Kairi pink outfit costume...so yay!!! I'm very excited about this Ohayocon as it's my first time cosplaying and I'm hoping I'll have lots of fun!!!!!

My roommates are all also planning a moulin rouge number. We'll be dancing to Christina Aguilera's song...(can't remember what it's called...) If that doesn't work out we'll be dressing as characters from Disney...sexy character versions, lol. Either way it'll be a lot of fun.

I promise to keep you all updated...as slow as that may be.


Love you all!!!!

Kag

Date:	2006-08-23 22:03
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	distressed

Spiders are evil, they must die.

Date:	2006-08-08 03:16
Subject:	An update, for real
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused and tired
Music:	None, as I'm currently being sneaky and trying not wake ne1

Well, let's see...

I have gone to the Hookah bar, which for the life of me I cannot pronounce it's name so don't ask! twice now. And surprisingly it's been fun. Though I don't want to go every week. One it costs money and two I don't like be surrounded by people that often.

School will be starting back up again soon. I've found out who my roomie will be. I don't really know her, but I met her last year. She lived on the same floor as me and is a nursing student. As far as I can tell, she's cool--but who really knows?

Is there something wrong with me? Because I'm actually looking forward to the upcoming semester. Though I'm sure my tune will change once said semester actually starts. It tends to go that way.

Well I've lost five pounds since the beginning of summer, I really need to work on my diet if this health thing is going to become a habit. But I can't help but want cookies, ice cream, and other lovely goodies. I have a real sweet tooth and I don't think it'll ever truly go away. It's too ingrained in my blood. It's an addiction that practically has been handed down through the family (on both sides, though more apparant on my mother's side).

*sigh*

Been planning out my costume for ohayocon, but it looks like my pink outfit from KH2 might not work out. I know Maurer just doesn't have the time, plus she doesn't think she can do it. And my one friend STILL hasn't gotten back to me if she can help me. If she can't I have two other people I can go to, but I really doubt will be able to. I really wanted the pink outfit. If only could sew *sigh* Why wasn't I blessed with those skills? In fact, I have to ask this...what was I blessed with? Gods...I can't really think of one real skill I have...does this doom me? *shakes head*

Oh well, if I can't find somebody to help with the pink outfit, I'll have to go with the school girl one. In that case, my keyblade better come out! It'll be my only hope!

This all reminds me that I need to reserve a room at Ohayocon and pre-reg...geez, I've been real laxed about that. I'll do it tomorrow if at all possible. Though I do believe I have to wait for my Dad since I can't pre-reg without his paypal account...at least I don't think I can...

On a completely random note (but no so random if you knew how my mind associates ideas), I'll be ordering my very own contacts soon! Gone are the days of glasses...not really. Since I'm lazy and have a tendency to sleep in till the last possible minute...glasses are just easier to worry about then contacts. But I'll still have them for when I want to wear them, so it'll be nice. I feel like I've accomplished one of my dreams. Lol, I don't think anybody will ever truly understand what I mean by that...but if you know me well enough you may have an idea.

Well it's getting late and I need to get up early enough to make it to Pearl Vision tomorrow, so lata every one!

Love you all!

*huggles*

Laura

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Date:	2006-07-21 00:45
Subject:	Tonight
Security:	Public
Mood:	Annoyed, but amused...
Music:	None

Okay....

Well my friend Scott is a flake. If didn't know that before, I damn well know it now. Lol.

Scott had been calling me a lot lately (which is an odd occurrence). He wanted to hang out...and no offense to him, I really didn't. Then to make it worse he tells me he likes me, which I SO totally don't like him in that way. But then...here why don't I recap that convo???

Scott: When can we hang out?

Me: Dunno, been really busy--I have a lot going on. (which btw, is SO true)

Scott: You have a boyfriend don't you?

Me: Nope, broke up with him last Jan. It just wasn't working out. We're still friends though.

Scott: What!? You had a boyfriend, since when?

Me: I just told you. And I haven't really had anybody since. I did have a few boys like me. There was this one guy who really liked me, but he was way to old for me. 26/27 we just didn't really have a lot in common. I don't even know what he saw in me, we hardly talked.

Scott: Oh I could see what he sees in you...

Me: *Laughs* (should have shut up here, but didn't) like what? (damn curiosity (sp?), besides how was I to know???)

Scott: Well your nice and cute. And you're really easy to talk to you...Laura...there's something I have to tell you. (uh-oh! Please don't say it!) But I've had a crush on you since the Cheesecake Factory a few months ago. You know when you quite being the shy, quiet, polite, conservative girl I knew--and was wild and very open with me?

(Gods...I was really crazy that night, but I get silly like that sometimes. Just because I felt comfortable enough--since I was surrounded by friends I trust--to be open and a little crazy, doesn't mean I was flirting with you and coming on to you...gods..)

Me: Oh yeah? Don't you have a fiance?

Scott: Oh we broke up three weeks ago, she told me she cheated on me.

Me: Oh? Too bad, I'm sorry to hear that. Maybe that's why she kept telling you it was okay to have a threesome and get it out of your system before you guys married, because she was doing the same.

Scott: Yeah...probably. Your not mad right? You won't stop talking to me will you? Because I just wanted to tell you...to let you know...

Me: No Scott, I'm not mad and I'm not going to stop talking to you. We're cool.

Scott: Okay good.

Me: Well, I gotta go--I'm almost to my cousin's house. ttyl?

Scott: Sure, bye!

Me: Bye!


Lol....that was longer that I thought...But yeah. Ne how. Tonight him, his cousin, Mia, and I all gather to come to the Cheesecake factory. He kept being confusing. Saying he was back with his fiance and then he wasn't. Saying that had an open relationship, but they didn't. Sexual teasing going on all around. And I'm just thinking in my head, wtf!? I worried about giving him the wrong impression, when I shouldn't have worried at all. It's not like anything serious would have happened any way. Though I think perhaps we could have eased up on the sexual teasing...I think we were all sending the wrong signals to each other. But I think by the end of the night the sexual teasing was just that, teasing. Nothing serious and we all knew it.

Another think that makes him a flake is this. He told Mia and I that he was going to buy us cheesecake. And when we got there he said he'd even pay for our meal if we decided to get it. I passed, but Mia got a meal. At the whole end of it the bill was like sixty dollars and Scott started to complain. His cousin decided he'd pay the rest...but Scott's complaining made me and Mia mad because he's the one that said he'd pay for things and here he was making us feel like we just dumped him with a huge bill. Hell all I ate was a quarter of a cheesecake! Scott ordered most of what that bill covered. Scott was saying that he would have paid for putt-putt was was never going to pay for our meals. So how dare we think otherwise. And we're like that's not what you lead us to believe earlier! But he made such a big stink that Mia was just like "I'll just pay for it". And then all of sudden he changed faces...saying oh no I said I'd pay for it so it's okay! I used my money to pay for your stuff just as I said I would and my cousin said he'd pay for my meal as a gift.

And then I snapped and was like well make up your bloody mind! First you're saying you will pay, then you say that you never said that, and here you are not even two minutes later saying that you had said that and you're going to pay for it. Gods...if you're going to lie/say something stick to one thing, because if you keep changing your story no one is ever going to believe you!

Well the situation digressed from there. Well it was doing that since the bill was delivered, but who's nit-picking huh? Lol, in the end "we all made up" and left "on good terms" I knew Mia was pissed so I prompted her in the car so she could let it out some on the ride home. She's been stressed lately and Scott was just pushing her more and more to the edge.

Oh well that was my night. And I imagine tomorrow will be just as drama-filled. Tomorrow I am going to Hooka (or however that is spelled) with Mia and Marina and their friends (whom I haven't met, barely know, or already know I'm not going to like) so it should be interesting at the very least.

Wish me all the luck, because I WILL need it! ^_^

Fare ye well!

Kag

Date:	2006-07-19 23:49
Subject:	Well....^_^'
Security:	Public
Mood:	mellow
Music:	The 80's....Rebecca is sleeping...

Hullo all!

I know, I know it's been a while. And a lot has happened...but way too much to recall.

Let's see what I can remember.

Well, school ended--and I got on the Dean's List again, yay!

Hmmm, well I went to Colorado. I had tons of fun and it was great seeing Steph again. Colorado is a pretty cool place--just wish I could have done more while I was there. But sadly, I didn't really have the money for that.

The only downside about Colorado is that I know me, Steph, and Rebecca got on each other's nerves...I mean three girls with big personalities in one tiny room for two weeks? There was bound to be trouble. Lol, but it was cool. Holla at Steph and Mike! Hope your both doing well ^_^

Been planning for Ohayocon 2007, I'll be getting our passes and rooms soon. Not to mention Maurer, Adam, Rebecca, my cousin Zak, and I will all be cosplaying as characters from Kingdom Hearts 2. I'm very excited, first time in costume at a convention--I'm also nervous about that...I like to be anonymous. In a costume it's hard to hide. But then again there'll be thousands of other "Kairi"s walking around the con so maybe I'll just blend? Lol.

I really like the costume I'll be doing. It's Kairi's pink outfit in KH2. Normally I do NOT like that much pink on my person, but her outfit is too cool to not wear. ^_^

We're also working on a movie. We're in the midst of writing it and planning it out. We believe with some work we'll be ready to film by next summer. I can't wait--I think it has lots of potential and whenever somebody sees our trailer people all ask when it's coming out. ^_^ It'll be cool to actually have such a big project realized. Especially for Rebecca. It'll be her longest yet. I know she's nervous, but I have faith in her. She's a wonderful film artist. I enjoy all her works (and it's not just because I'm her sister), I truly think she has talent. Even if she does not choose to go into the field, I hope she doesn't give it up.

Speaking of my sister, she just had dental work done. The dreaded pulling of wisdom teeth. All in all she took it well. She did have some swelling, but she'll pull through alright ^_^

I've also been visiting my friend Tina a lot this summer. She recently had a baby, Caden, and he's absolutely adorable. I love going over there and hanging with Tina and seeing the baby. Tina's mom is hilarious and very nice, so is her step-dad. They say I'm Caden's aunt...which is cool. I just love that baby--even if he's a slobber monster :-P

Well, what else to say?

Hmmm, I've been on an exercise kick. Been doing exercise every day 40-60 minutes, sometimes more. I feel really good afterwards. Not to mention I want to get into shape. If you feel bad about yourself, I promise you that working out helps make you feel good about yourself. I mean not completely, but I do feel better about myself after I've worked out. (Not just the endorphins).

Okay, I think that's enough for now. I suppose I should promise to be better about updating, but I don't know if I can fulfill that. Perhaps when I'm back at school and on the comp 24/7 I will. Till then!

Tata!

Love you all!

Kag